Do I really matter in someone's life?

   Yes I am sorry but as an individual I struggle with self worth. Sometimes I am amazed I got my Young Woman medallion because I still don't feel like what I do for other people makes a difference. I feel ugly at school but try to smile and embrace it. I'm slower at processing things in my mind yet I'm in AP classes.

And it is stressing me out!!!! All this negative energy I've been having it just keeps getting to me! 


I was recently having a conversation with my boyfriend about this topic and what he said to me just changed my perspective about 360 degrees 
And God wouldn't have you any other way is the part that stands out the most. He cares about what God sees in me because Gods perspective is eternal!!!!! Why do I always keep forgetting that? I need to stop living now and see that I have a future! (I have an amazing boyfriend. If you know him... Just give him a hug, he loves them 😝😉) 
Then I thought back to another experience where this girl (won't state her name if she wants to be kept private)  messaged me on Instagram and told me she loved my blog posts and she wanted to be my friend! I don't know about her... But that made my day a million times better and I just wanted to say thank you. POSITIVE verbal  communication can lift the soul and soothe it! I love nice things that are said to me, they give me positive energy and I think you guys will like that too. 
So let's do something blog reader that's reading and hopefully annotating my blog (I have so many spelling errors in here!) We are gonna do a sticky note challenge. We are going to write good things about others on this sticky note and then think of ourselves before we give it to them. Think... Am I really friendly, kind, silly, inspiring? Then say YES with confidence BECAUSE YOU ARE! we need to show everyone else they are too. So then after looking at that sticky note, give it to someone and whether or not they thank you verbally know it counts. You matter. I matter. It's hard to say that when you're always pessimistic. Let's make this world full of individual worth. Keep enjoying your week! Make it happy. ❤️ D+C 18:10 

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