Light and Excellence

Winterguard season was a blast!!! From all the painful to the blissful and unforgettable memories, it was one of the hardest seasons yet! It was probably because I came back after I took a season off! I was on the B guard at first. But around Christmas time they asked me to be a part of the Open guard. Soon after that. I tried to run as fast as my legs could carry me! (Physically and mentally!) but I caught up! At our last rehearsal on Saturday we were doing a run through and I wasn't panting and breathing hard! That was a big accomplishment for me! Also winning and becoming state champs was a really big deal too! Ahhhh!!! What a great season, I loved it soo soooooo much <3  Now I'm going to try to write the words that are from our show!!!! We this people on a small and lonely planet,  traveling through casual space  passed aloof stars  across the way of indifferent Suns to a destination where all signs tell us it is possible and imperative  that we discover ...

Wherefore ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ having a brightness of hope and a love of God and of all men. 2 Nephi 31:20 👌 ( didn't write the rest of it cause I forgot it... But it's a great verse.) I think of my days experience kind of like the pioneers trek.  They had to leave so many of their dead behind without proper burials. :( it makes me so sad to think of their gruesome sacrifices...  And for me my sacrifice was the natural man. (Oh hey wait!!! I fight that everyday!)  Yesterday was especially hard though because after 6 months and 6 days....my boyfriend broke up with me.  And I need this trial. I need it because I'm weak. As strong as I may seem in my words and actions I'm constantly praying for the lord to give me strength. Because everyday is hard, especially yesterday.  And I'm probably gonna be a hermit in my house for like a week now because I need to cry, I need to be alone.  But at the same time I'm a...

Dear Grandpa,  I wish I could tell you in person all the things I've done in the past ten years since your passing to the other side. I'll start by saying I'm a teenager now and I'm gonna be a senior in High School this year. That's kinda terrifying because everyone expects me to figure out what I'm gonna do in real life... Right now. :P  I also got a boyfriend, and if you were here I don't know how you feel about that. I think everyone's kind of shocked. They don't want me to be in this relationship because they say it won't last , I won't marry him, etc. it's just all negative and it's tearing me down. I do have my mom on my side though, she likes my boyfriend. His family likes me too, or so I think.  I got my YW medallion and I've always thought you'd be proud of me for that. I accomplished that but yet Carly can still cook and clean better than me.  I'm a lot like my mom. I don't like to admit it but I am. I like t...