You temporarily left me and now I'm losing it
Okay, so life has changed dramatically since my last post six months ago. October 29th, 2019 was the worst day of my year because it was the last full day I got to spend with Isaac before he left on his two year mission. Well that day I got uptight about car issues. I got mad ABOUT THAT. I was getting stressed to a "T" that my life was about to change. The one person I wanted to spend it with happened to be the person I got mad at....seriously Kenzie???? Luckily after an hour or two I let it all go, because I realized my mistake, we forgave, and moved on like we always do. Well the next day comes, October 30 and he leaves. Feeling sad and miserable? Yes. Bawled my eyes out more than once since he's been gone? You bet your bell bottoms I have. I think what sucks most of all is that he temporarily left and now I'm losing it. When you have a best friend you do everything with for most of the day, almost everyday and then you go straight to not spending time, talking t